After I met D for lunch I sort of went back to the wait and see mode I had been operating under for the past six months. I haven’t written or talked about our lunch date. Partly because I don’t remember a lot of the details enough to have a gabfest with my friends and be like and then he and then I etc. It was more of a quick meltdown into the nice warm dark space of blotto that I still really haven’t found words to describe. D usually will have some sort of chat recap after we are together. I am not sure if it’s because I am surprisingly silent and he wants to make sure he is reading my non verbal cues correctly. Or if he is well aware I am in oblivion a good bit of the time we are together and really appreciate the chance to recap. Either way I am looking forward to our recap chat and our next meeting. I am not even sure why I am certain we will have another meeting but I am fairly certain we will. Hopefully soon.
November 4, 2009...10:58 pm
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