From Mom…I know that (her husband) would go ape if I said yes. I know that you usually get angry when I say no but I have to live with him and I can’t deal with the drama these days. I don’t make enough money to be as independent as I use to be. I don’t keep [...]
Entries from October 2009
October 29, 2009
Reconciled…
From me to Y:
Oh good I am glad she did talk to you because you are a perfect person to give her unbiased advice. I think she sees me as the I don’t give a crap girl. The nazi woman who will kick a man to the curb for breathing. I don’t know why she thinks that but [...]
October 27, 2009
Shhh don’t tell Cat…
Email from Mom…If I said something to you about the conversation SIL and I had about your brother please forget it. She has not replied yet so I may have pissed her off. Everyone gets mad when they hear the truth including me.
My response…There is no one for me to tell I honestly don’t know why she is [...]
October 25, 2009
Fantasy…
I always seem to have some ridiculous 70s song in my head and today it was fantasy all weekend long actually. I met my mom over my grandmother’s for dinner and mom was being mom and at some point I zoned out. I guess I must have been tapping my foot and humming because all [...]
October 23, 2009
A night at the theatre…
I took Corey and Cameron to see Beauty and the Beast last night and it was awesome. I am always a little apprehensive about public places and Corey. You just never know how he is going to react. I knew he would love the production I wasn’t sure if he was going to be in [...]
October 21, 2009
Contact…
So the summer passed and I had not heard from D or seen him online since he suggested getting together. I decided to send him an email a couple of weeks ago but the email came back undeliverable. I tried the other email account he sent vids from a couple of his gigs and it [...]
October 19, 2009
Lalalalalala…
If my current state with men, the 8 kids guy begging to see me but waiting for me to drive to Charleston, discovering my brother is going to be the same disappointment of a dad he and I both had, and seeing my SIL fall to pieces wasn’t enough. My mom in our “are you [...]
October 17, 2009
Somebody to lean on…
Today was book club and I was really looking forward to hanging out with the girls. The book choice was trash I mean it was a harlequin with black overly animated characters, total yuck. But it’s what I expect when it’s my SIL’s turn to pick the book. She asked if the book club was [...]
October 15, 2009
White Flag…
I waved the white flag of surrender today because I am just so tired of fighting and not seeing the results. Corey’s new case manager sent me an email advising me to drop all the additional things I asked for because they had been denied. Then he told me the behavioral plan was not covered [...]
October 13, 2009
Beauty and the Beast..
Corey’s absolute favorite Disney movie and I have tickets to see the live show next week…Can’t wait.
